The government goes on about how great marriage is for society but getting married to someone who earns minimum wage and does a 14-20 hour a week job resulted in losing my disability benefits.

I can’t get a job that will accommodate my disability or with hours that I can manage. I can’t even get a job at all because of this economy and continuing discrimination against metal health issues.

I’m stuck in a town where I could bump into any of the people who rape me because the first time I didn’t even get a trial and the second time I knew it wasn’t worth it because if they didn’t believe me once, they sure as hell aren’t going to believe me again.

I’m 20. I’ve live with two abusive people and stayed in an unstable environment at my parents house because of the financial corner I’ve been backed into.

And now I’m basically homeless and they won’t even speed up processing my benefits so I can perhaps find a way to survive.

I’ve had to supplement my benefits with payday loans and now I’m in debt. What do they expect me to do? How am I meant to stop being as disabled when they force me into these dangerous and stressful situations that exacerbate my mental health problems?

What am I meant to do?